first.
i hate brenda
so there
MUAHAHAHA
i am freaking out here
over her stupid UNTRUE and lame and idiotic story..
but it's ok, abel now thinks brenda isn't smsing him coz brenda likes him and is SHY
(brenda, shy?!?! HAHA)
HEHE

and i saw this AWESOME INSPIRING BEAUTIFUL story on jeanette's blog
so i HAD to post it here, so i will have it forever

In a verdant field, amidst a patch of dew-sodden clover, a single daisy grew. Her radiant face was eagerly turned towards the sun, held up by a slender green stem that was sturdier than it appeared. Delicate white petals shone like a halo around the warm yellow centre, tiny yet exquisite. Hers was a simple beauty, neither flamboyant like the tulips, nor sophisticated by the roses. She was all charming grace and meek purity, with a blithe nature that was very endearing.
But few people noticed the little flower blooming in the field, and fewer still admired the little flower, unadorned as she was by bright hues and fanciful patterns. The daisy did not lament over her lack of attention nor fret over her pretty leaves, but did bask contentedly in the summer sunlight, revelling in the wonders of life.
"The sun shines on me and the wind sings around me. How richly am I blessed!" she mused
One day, a sparrow landed before her, foraging in the clover patch for food. His speckled plumage was just like the ground beneath him and his voice was as soft as his coat was drab. He hopped agilely to and fro, pecking at the earth, till he noticed the smiling daisy.
"What are you so happy about, little daisy?" he asked, turning a beady eye on her.
The daisy nodded buoyantly though whether it was by her will or by that of the lively breeze he could not tell." What can one be unhappy about?" she inquired in turn. "The sun's beams embrace me and give me warmth. i gaze all day at the cerulean skies and the soft green of the field. The earth is sweet and the wind sings so prettily. How can bliss ever cease when the earth is so abound with such beauty?"
The sparrow listened to the daisy's delight in wonder, and looked around him as if he were new to the world. Indeed, it was a glorious day- the kind that made one think of spring, of gamboling in the sun, of singing out loud for all the world to hear. The sparrow looked, with fresh eyes, at the familiar yet extraordinary landscape. He saw the clouds in all their incandescent splendour floating in the bright heavens and heard the mellifluent cheeps and trills of his own kind. The air was redolent with the sweet refreshing scent of the daisy and dewdrops rested charmingly on the clover, glistening and perfect. And yet it was a day like any other, the same sky, the same field.
The world is magnificent, he thought in awe, but i would never have realised it. How blind I was! The daisy's words had changed his perception, honed his sight. And he spoke to the daisy with new respect. "Indeed, you have opened my eyes. So busy I was, ever searching for food and shelter, I have not seen...all these."
"Maybe it is that.." the daisy began.
Just then, a crow dropped down beside the two, dwarfing them. He was a dull black, from sharp beak to scaly claws. "Any food here?" He asked brusquely.
"Hush!" The Sparrow cried. "she was talking!"
"Good day, neighbour," the daisy continued. "Maybe it is that a plant is rooted in the earth and need not wander the sun and stars away in search of sustenance that we see more." The daisy's voice was childlike and clear, her tone intense. "I have looked upon this place all the days of my short life and will till I die. I can never tire of the sights, so frequently does the Earth change. The brilliant sunlight or the serene shimmer of the stars, the nebulous dazzle or drizzles or the damp, cleansed feel of the grass after rain, I love them all.''
The fervour in the daisy's speech surprised the sparrow, and her vivacity shamed him. How alive she is, he thought, and what sincerity. He had never met anyone like her, so able to see the good in everything and beauty in all situations.
"Humph!" the crow croaked in derision. "what drivel! The world is a mud pit and only fools admire the skies and grasses. All is dirt and of no value. I have better things to do with my life than daydreaming. What would a daisy know of the world? I bet you won't be so infatuated with the world if you had to go around grubbing for food everyday and get chased off my humans wherever you go."
The sparrw was angry at the crow for speaking thus, and yet the crow's words filled him with despair. Isn't it true? He thought, feeling that his world had grown dark. Life was toil and all the wonder of the world was worthless. Yet the sparrow still looked at the daisy, hoping, hoping, that she would deny his words.
The daisy drew up straight and exclaimed, filled with righteous anger. "Fool, am i? I'm just a daisy and must stay here all my days, but if i had your wings I would fly everywhere and see everything instead of complaining and picking quarrels with everyone. I might have to look for food and struggle for my life but i would still appreciate the earth and her beauty. For what good is living when one only works, feeds and feels bitter about it all day? You live for staying alive. I live for loving life. And tell me, who's happier?"
The crow did not deign to reply but crowed sardonically and flew off.
The sparrow chirped joyfully. The daisy is right, he thought. How foolish I am to believe the crow even after I've seen for myself the splendid sights.There is more to life than what the crow says.
"Thanks for showing me the world, daisy," he said.
"No," she objected. " I did not show you. I merely reminded you. As the crow said, your kind must labour for life's necessities. In your haste you have forgotten to feel. You look, but do not see, you hear, but did not listen.But though your mind has forgotten, your heart remembers. That is why I prompted you to look up, you saw the phenomenon in the ordinary. Your heart leaps with joy to rediscover the little miracles your mind took for granted. Besides, my words did no justice to these marvels. Some things do not need to be explained, like the magic of the rainbow or the rapture of a song. Heed your heart, it knows."
At that moment, a young girl came skipping up the field, her glossy locks swinging back and forth with the rhythm of her stride. She stopped by the little daisy, making the sparrow jump to the refuge of an obliging bush in indignantion. "What a pretty flower!" she exclaimed, and gently severed the daisy from the ground.
The sparrow twittered in protest and shock. The daisy was dying. How could one so vividly die like this, so abruptly, at the whim of this artless girl?
The girl twined the daisy in her hair, and her smile was like the sun coming up. The sparrow heard the daisy say faintly, before she skipped away again, "See how happy she is! I die content, knowing my death was not wasted. But my friend, do remember to look up once in a while in your pursuit of life, and recall the joys of the world and the little daisy you once met."
The sparrow then sang his heart out, a song of happiness to let the daisy know he understood. Soon his mate came by and asked, "why are you so happy, my dear?'
And he replied," Because the sky is blue.."
-Hong Yi

isn't that a wonderful story.
ok, post over
goodbye
save the earth 12:33 PM

lalala had fun todaay
went brenda's ama's hse ytd to study bio
then olivia(brenda's sis) and abel came
lala
watched american idol on tv
i thinki sing nicer than them
MUAHAHA ok mebbe not.... :(
then we played the dun-smile-game
olivia...well....easy peasy
abel cheater bug, look at the floor, but laugh anyway
ME AND BRENDA PRO!!!!!!!! *hi5*
then when i wanted to go home...guess what!!
some idiot threw my slipper down!!! then abel went to fetch it*good dog friend!!*
then went home...

then today! went brenda's ama's hse again to study SS
SS is such a boring subject can. like UGH. who's the idiot who put it in the syllabus anyway
then abel came, and we played truth or dare!
so funny...we're all one big happy loving family now!!
AND THEN I THINK THE SAME IDIOT THREW MY SLIPPER DOWN AGAIN
then abel had to fetch it again -.-'' next time i'm putting my slippers indoors
then went down and brenda's friend bryan came!
continued truth or dare.
i dared the boys to kiss each other, but they were CHICKEN. hello, it's only on the hand lah pls
then brenda had to sing BARNEY on a table...
while i had to ride some random bicycle and make motorcycle sounds
weehee. and...abel had an unusual dare. idiot brenda!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bryan's dares not fun D:
i wish olivia was there. brenda says she asks all the best questions for truth..
would be nice to know their deepest darkest secrets
and OH OH OH!!!
when abel chose truth for one time, this is what happened
bryan:hmm ask what?
brenda: ask a what if question lah!
me: ??
bryan: ok....what if brenda asked you go steady with her, would you agree?
abel: !!what?!?!
*brenda looks away*
bryan:just answer...
abel: *laughs nervously* erm...yah........
brenda: o.O
me: HEHEHEHE

HAHAHA brenda! still wanna argue with me!!
ok ok gtg go eat dinner now
goodbye
save the earth 7:28 PM

lalalala

today was a ________ day

went to library after school to do econs
needless to say...it was a total failure
anyway, moving on
brenda and i went to www.blogthings.com to do quizzes!!
it was so fuuny!
guess what? i am a mocha something cheesecake! my dunno wad element is fire
i am a chocolate chip ice-cream and a cinnamon jellybean!
and moree!! so absurb and so funny
brenda and i had so many answers in common. truly cousins!
hahaha

lalala
there was something i wanted to post abt....but forgot
wahheehoooooooo
anyway i think mdm goh absolutely hates me!
when jh or some other ppl talk, and she sees, she just stares at them a while then continues
if they still talk then she'll go, (name of person) stop talking!!!
but when i just turn around a super duper short while, less than half a minute and talk to jh
then she jumps on me like some half crazed woman
and says, CLAUDINE!! why are you talking! stop talking! i think you have to move! move here!
NOW!!

wa lao she's so biased can. GAH

hrrrmph
goodbye save the earth 6:13 PM

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAx1000000000000000

today isa and brenda came to me while i was attempting to do a math in the library after school
they were like, claudine...so what did you learn in chinese tuition?
then i said...what?
brenda: the 鼻子一酸...
me: OH! then the 眼泪will fall!!
isa: yah...but you wrote 眼珠!!
me: wrong meh? i mean the teardrop, the... ah! the 泪珠!!
isa and brenda: YAH it's 泪珠!! but you wrote 眼珠!
me: ...so?
brenda and isa: 眼珠 is eyeball!!!!!!!!!! so it's like your eyeball will drop out!
then we were there laughing like xiao. well, they were laughing at me.
i was laughing at me too.
them idiots
they are slacking during their library duty!! should tell miss begham. she will fire them.
anyway then the 9tv girl said we very noisy
so me, isa and jh went over to annoy her. brenda was teaching jeanette the horrible a math
then guess what?!?!? rebecca had the new iphone!! then we three got super excited
and we were squealing and pushing and laughing and dunno wad. we sent abt 5 sms' to lynette
whom i know, but don't KNOW know. hahaha. then the 9tv girl was rolling her eyes at us
lol. so fun. hahahaha. rebecca has 9 tvs leh! i said she has nine pairs of eyes, so each pair watch
one set. jh said she on all at once, then can watch 9 different channels all at once. then won't miss
her tv show. HAHAHAHAHA.
goodbye save the earth! 9:08 PM

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye 9:07 PM

fuunny!! i am NOT constantly in the centre of attention. diao.

this is lame.
... i sound retarded.
do i radiate excitement?
hahahahah

5:53 PM

oh woe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am falling into despair over my shocking and horrendous term3 marks
i feel like i'm in a dark dark abyss with the crushing weight of that paper upon my shoulders
ahh i feel like saying a bad word
but i shan't
:(
then so malu
i was on the bus, going for my piano
then i told my sister about my chem marks
then i suddeny felt my nose tingle
i just learnt a phrase in chinese tuition!!!
ahem ahem.
鼻子一酸， 眼珠就不停地流下。
wahaha my tuition money has not been wasted!!!!!!!!!! :D
ok as i was saying..
my nose started tingling
then i was like. oh shit. don't cry!! not on the BUS with a gazillion people staring at you
but then. tears started brimming in my eyes
so i looked down and luckily i let my hair down coz it was wet, so it could cover my face
then the tears dropped onto my lap
which was better than it rolling down my cheeks
but after that it started rolling down, and i started to 流鼻涕
then i was super embarrassed. but then i thought, issit so wrong to cry
anyway, they dunno wad i'm crying abt
so i just took tissue and blew my nose and wiped my eyes
and my sister was like, don't cry!! and blah blah
so it's like i'm upset about something, and not that someone is angry with me
hahahahaha. AHEM. i mean, boohoohoohooohooo
i'm supposed to be sad
i AM sad
just not as sad as i was
coz i can't do anything about it
which makes me angry
but then i feel it's meaningless to be angry
coz that doesn't help either
imagine thinking all this!! i was so.... URGH
just add 0.7 marks lah!!
idiots. 12:58 PM

pure white (((((:

hello to the boyfriend talk.
i have no part in this (:
anyway.
never mind.
claudine has her special somone too.
she knows who he is!
the Sssssssss sssss
S something luh.
Brenda!
i mean not brenda.
brenda you know him too!
i think.
hahahahahahhahaa
you can go interrogate claudine about that.

eeh.
what hei bai pei.
tsk.
racist.

anyway.
hello my new friends
isa jeanette jiahui (not really :) ) and brenda.
famous brenda.
for claudine's thumbs.
btw polly-want-a-cracker = polar-want-a-fish
haha.

baha.
oh yes!!
i watched WALL.E
super sweeeeeet.
(:
eeeeevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
hahaha.
love it!

thecount.



6:56 PM

-clau-

ALALALALALALA
did a book review for library
so idiot lah

lalalala. leeleeleeeleeeleeee. lo lo lo lo lo

lol <-- box of crackers
HAHA
polly want a cracker?
~~~~
aklsdhenueryuicenyruiwenhuiwqmjerysqeuinmhcvith soup
hehe

I AM FREEZING
my fingers are numb
my arms are freezing
my toes are froZEN
i think i'll die of frostbite in here

ahem ahem
lemme name my friends and their "bfs"

ISA-----RUSOL
JIAHUI-----KEVIN(not your 30 yr old kelvin)
JEANETTE-----SHAWN
BRENDA-----ABEL(the fickle-minded hooha. HAHA)

descriptions
ISA&RUSOL
rusol is an indian guy who is 30yrs old and BALD
together with isa, they make the perfect couple/hei bai pei/chee cheong fan/ bubu hitam/ zebra/ dou sa bao. they are very much in love with each other
rusol noes kick-boxing, so he can protect her!!!

JIAHUI&KEVIN
kevin is....... a super obese boy with BO and hairy arm pits. he bathes once every blue moon and never burshes his teeth, which is why he has NO teeth. ok from here on, imagine the grossest person alive
they are very much in love with each other
he's very poor, needs money badly. anyone wanna donate?

JEANETTE&SHAWN
shawn is a wimpy genius from outer space. ok haha.
i have no idea what he looks like...but he's smart!! according to jh
jeanette and shawn were "introduced" to each other by jh
they are very much in love
jeanette protects wimpy shawn with his genius inventions

lastly...HEHE

BRENDA&ABEL
ahem ahem
where to start?
abel is a lanky and skinny ... handsome(that's for brenda) guy
they meet up every week to see each other
they are very much in love

HOHOHO. it sounds funnier when brenda and i are acting it out
for enquiries about hiring brenda and i to do the acting for you
please call 92253584. $10 for one couple.

GOODBYE FAREWELL SAVE THE EARTH 3:22 PM

well hello there.
clau is forcing me to blog!
okay i feel bad for not blogging.
anyway.
COOL DREAM!
like in one of those stories.
i kinda liked it.
'cept for the part where i splatted.
and when i was chopped in half.
and when my right arm was chopped too.
and came out on a stretcher.
hahaha.
cute.
yes actually i find it kind of coool.
(:
i wouldnt mind.
since i was pieced together in the end.
and i quite like the part where i was on the rolling table.
cool adventure.
only you didn't have to cry.
take it as an experience!
thrilling eh?

anwyay.
get well soon!
yah you should pop those vitamins.
this is what i take every day:
1. Vitamin C 500 with rose hips - 1 to 4 tabs
2. Centrum. Multivitamins/Multimineral supplement- 1 tab
3. Evening Primrose- 2 to 4 capsules
4. Cod's Liver Oil- 2 to 6 capsules
5. American Wild Ginseng & Tian Qi capsules- 1 to 2 capsules
haha yum yum.
thank you God that i rarely fall sick!

hahahhaha.
your emo stuff is so funny.
anyway.
i went to northpole bbs and emoed too!
hahaha.
go read okay.
grade it upon 100 for emoness.
wahahah.
i shall go see if anyone there has seen it
and found my madness.

love ya loads.
thecount.
12:38 PM

-clau-

AHHHHHHHHH. what a horrible dream it was that plagued my mind last night
it was no dream; it was a nightmare.......

i dreamt that i was at shangri-la hotel for some reason(b'day i think)
then you were there too
then we went somewhere and started playing ping-pong
then you wanted to sit on the table, so you sat on your side of the table
i too, wanted to sit, so i hopped onto my part of the table
then, me hopping onto the table made it flip towards me(like those folding tables, you noe?)
then coz the bottom of the table had wheels, it started rolling super fast towards the wall
since i was closer to the ground, i managed to jump off
i then screamed at you to slide down and jump
but you were too scared, so you just jumped off and landed with a sickening splat on the ground
then it was a blur........
ok, so then i was at the entrance, you noe with all the glass automatic sliding doors
the ambulance was there, everyone was panicked...
then they rolled you out on a stretcher
then while u were halfway through the sliding door, they started to slide shut
so i screamed, it's gonna bash into her!!
but........it just closed without any problem.
because your body was severed in half!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT FUNNY
i went hysterical
your right arm was also severed in half
then i saw them roll your arm out on another stretcher
it was HORRIBLE. i could see all the blood and all that

then i had to call your mum right??
so i called, and you brother picked up
i was crying like xiao, but i managed to tell him what happened
then he was so unemotional
he passed the phone to your mum, and said, eh ma, you were right, something DID happen
then your mum got hysterical
then everything became a blur...
then it fast forwarded to few days later
you were with me with a bandaged arm(couldn't see ur tummy coz u were wearing clothes)
then i remember feeling terribly guilty coz it was all my fault
coz i jumped up onnto the table

AND THIS NIGHTMARE
WAS SO NIGHTMARISH
coz i could hear the splat sound as you fell from the table
i could see the way you landed on the floor, bent in an awkward angle
i could hear the sirens and see the flashing lights
i could hear myself being hysterical
i could see the bloody arm
as in i seriously SAW it. IT WAS SO FRIGHTENING
at least it had a happy ending
they managed to put adeline back together again

but i really really really really hope i NEVER have this sort of dream EVER again
:( if you die ade, i'll go mad. 9:20 AM

I
AM
SICK

i am sick i am sick i am sick
i'm so sick of being sick
why am i sick
i'm always sick
adeline rarely gets sick
i often get sick
this is so sick

ok at least it isn't THAT bad
it could be that
i could have cough, dry or phlegmy
i could have fever
i could have rashes
i could have sores
i could have difficulty breathing
i could have nauseating feelings
i could have fainting spells
i could have no appetite
i could have weird bleedings

i could have...i could have...i could have...
ok thank you very very much dear God that i only have a runny nose
thank you for keeping me from getting any of those disgusting symptoms above
thank you thank you thank you
i'm not joking
honestly, thank you

urgh
mebbe i should start taking all those vitamin thingys that ade takes
she pops those pills like SHE'S the sick one
-.-''' so far, i only ate 2 pills. and I'M the sick one

i searched on the internet for some instant cures
found one that said, cut a hole in an onion and put one full spoon of sugar in it
leave it for 12/24 hrs(how long is THAT?!?!) and then drink the solution that has formed
i didn't try it...but since almost all the remedies that i saw said onions were good
i put some onions in the soup that my auntie was cooking and ate 'em all
yum yum
doesn't seem to be working though........

yawn..........oh man feel like sleeping AGAIN
yeah so... hmphm... oh i was saying that i should..zz...snort...oh i wanted to say..
zzz...zzzz.ZZ.....snores................................................................................................... 6:33 PM

-clau-

hey it's me.
again.
coz someone claims to have a terrible memory

anyway.
went to brenda's church ytd
guess what!!
i met
1. my ex art club senior
2. my art club friend
3. my art club junior
4. some ex tkgian that i dunno
5. primary school the music teacher!! the mrs lim i think. the very tall one with uber long hair??
yah i saw her looking at me then i realised she looked familiar
so i asked my sister, then she said the same thing
then lo and behold, mrs lim came over and asked me, do i know you??
so i asked her if she taught in kcp, coz i used to go there
then she was like, oh yah!! no wonder you look familiar
HAHA she still rmbs me!!!!!!!! and i know so many ppl in this church that i've nvr gone to!!

AND AND SO FUNNY OK
last night
i dreamt that abel was in tkgs
and
and
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
he was wearing a tkgs uniform!!
means he's wearing a pinafore
a skirt, and dress, wateva
HE LOOKED SO FUNNY
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

watched 12 lotus and money not enough2
i think that 12 lotus is WAY better
it tugs at your heartstrings and makes you empathize with all the characters
while money not enough2 just keeps harping on rising prices
it's kinda badly planned out and stuff
i so DO NOT think that money not enough should earn more money and praise over 12 lotus
it's SO underserved

i'm typing this in the morning
lata going library to study with jeanette, then coming home for lunch
where i think i'll play some, then work some
then play maple with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

bye
save the earth 8:54 AM

~Clau~
Eh Hey He-ey!!
Let's flap our wings
and fly to the Land where Dreams Come True


~Adeline Lee~
BELOVED child of God.
New Creation|DARE|Remix.
Greatly Blessed.
Highly Favoured.
Deeply Loved.
i'm awesome! :D

taggit

peeps

stupid brenda has no more blog

stupid isa deleted her blog!

jeanette

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