Saturday, September 13, 2008
oh woe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am falling into despair over my shocking and horrendous term3 marks
i feel like i'm in a dark dark abyss with the crushing weight of that paper upon my shoulders
ahh i feel like saying a bad word
but i shan't
:(
then so malu
i was on the bus, going for my piano
then i told my sister about my chem marks
then i suddeny felt my nose tingle
i just learnt a phrase in chinese tuition!!!
ahem ahem.
鼻子一酸， 眼珠就不停地流下。
wahaha my tuition money has not been wasted!!!!!!!!!! :D
ok as i was saying..
my nose started tingling
then i was like. oh shit. don't cry!! not on the BUS with a gazillion people staring at you
but then. tears started brimming in my eyes
so i looked down and luckily i let my hair down coz it was wet, so it could cover my face
then the tears dropped onto my lap
which was better than it rolling down my cheeks
but after that it started rolling down, and i started to 流鼻涕
then i was super embarrassed. but then i thought, issit so wrong to cry
anyway, they dunno wad i'm crying abt
so i just took tissue and blew my nose and wiped my eyes
and my sister was like, don't cry!! and blah blah
so it's like i'm upset about something, and not that someone is angry with me
hahahahaha. AHEM. i mean, boohoohoohooohooo
i'm supposed to be sad
i AM sad
just not as sad as i was
coz i can't do anything about it
which makes me angry
but then i feel it's meaningless to be angry
coz that doesn't help either
imagine thinking all this!! i was so.... URGH
just add 0.7 marks lah!!
idiots.
--Mary was an idiot:)--
12:58 PM
