Wednesday, October 29, 2008
*everyone, please, PLEASE ignore the very untrue post below which was written by the liar pok adeline.
today, i heard some very very very very shocking news. what news, i am not at liberty to tell you. but it made me realise some things. and what things, i cannot say, coz it might hint as to what the news is. but everyone, lets take a moment to reflect on how truly lucky and blessed we are. even though it might seem that your problems are huge, there are bigger problems than yours out there. now i think my stupid spat with my mum is terribly stupid.
on a happier note, it's jiahui's birthday today! happy birthday you hyperactive monkey. why i am typing a happy birthday here i don't know coz it's not like jh even reads our blogs. but anyway, have a good day today my dear friend.
i probably should go, have *gasp* math homework. i only have 1/2 hour to do it, coz i am trying to sleep at 10pm today. i cannot take anymore sleep-at-11pm nights. they are taking a toll on my weak helpless body, and i constantly find myself falling asleep in class, literally. already, now, my eyelids are half drooping. i should prop them up with toothpicks. i watched that being used as a torture method on tv, and apparently it's very effective, because unless you are a wizard like richard, it is impossible to sleep with your eyes open. i tried it, stupidly enough, and i can testify to that fact.
and i'm feeling guilty right now, coz of something that happened today. earlier this afternoon, ames smsed me (make NO speculations) and, very bluntly, asked me if i liked francis. i smsed back, saying, no, coz i don't like him in a non-platonic way. ok ok i wanted to see if he even knew what platonic meant. guess what, he didn't, big shocker there. i replied : *sigh* simplified english: i like him as a friend. actually since i don't even really know him, he's more of an acquaintance.
that "simplified english" part was for fun, but i think he took it like i was making fun of him, which i think i WAS at that moment. so poor old guilt ridden me is hoping he didn't take it the way i meant it to be. imagine getting an sms that says ur stupid. literally. oh great now i feel worse. jeanette, sms him to say i din mean it! he'll surely forgive me, if you sms him.
my eyelids have drooped to the 3/4 point. give me advice on how to make myself feel not guilty. advice that doesn't include smsing anyone is welcome.
goodbye ppl
save the earth
don't poke fun at others, or you'll end up like me. sometimes i think i worry too much.
--Mary was an idiot:)--
9:13 PM
