Monday, January 19, 2009
imagine feeling
annoyed+pissed+angry+upset+happy+sad+depressed
all at the same time. how nice right
i've been feeling a lot of that every day.
almost since end of last year.
urgh.
it is horrible.
and i really do hope that the person making me feel like that
isn't aware she's doing it. coz then she isn't doing it purposely.
and since that person makes me feel so many conflicting emotions
most of them bad
i make up my mind to be angry at that person.
or not angry lah, maybe just indifferent.
but when i see her i can't help but smile back if she smiles.
it's so horrible.
one day i will die from the stupid emotions.
i wonder if she'll be depressed then?
boo.
--Mary was an idiot:)--
6:42 PM