Friday, March 20, 2009
a reflection on term one
i have been looking at my report card in awe. HAHAHA.
and my class's results too. a bit funny.
okay EXTREMELY FUNNY.
okay lets start from my MSGs.
sec1 : 2.3, 3.4
sec2: 3.0,2.3
sec3: 5.6, 4.1.
sec4: 3.9
ooo look at sec3. pb 5.6 HAHA. okay lets find the mean. do some statistics :)
mean= 3.5 SHIT.
i got below my av. HAHHAHA.
but im a little contented that i improved from sec3.
got top 10 in class.
dont get yous hopes too high. hahah 8th position only.
and, guess what! my L1R5 is.............................
22
eh damn nice lah. cause you know what? the top in class got 20! HAHAHAHAHHAHA. but well. thats not the best l1r5 in my class. the best is............ 18 LOL. . joke of the week.
all of us.. screwed shits.
yeap. but thats why im not so disappointed. im like only 4 points away frmo the HIGHEST in my class! WHOOPEE!
and you know the damn teachers are damn stupid. they give us expected l1r5s right. ALL DAMN LOW LAH. THEY EXPECT ME TO GET 17.5? ( dunno why got point 5 haha) screw them. they all pin such low hopes on us. retards. how demoralizing. and they expect me to get msg 3.2 ._.
GO KILL YOURSELVES. i wanna get msg 2.0 even though my pb is 2.3 only. haha. and im aiming for l1r5 12
okay now lets look at my grades!
a1 a2 b3 b4 c5 c5 d7. HAHA.
guess which sub is the wonderful D7.
ENGLEEEEEESH.
ho. ho ho ho.i got 45. and the best thing is my position is 11th in class for english, HAHA
no wait thats not the best thing. okay best things :
1. only 2 people passed english
2. both of them got C6
3.the highest is 52.
HA.HA.HA.
LOL. what is this man. hooohoo. see what i tell you. we all fail our Os like that lah.
okay enough with the sexy grades.
general days.
school is like until 3.45 or later everyday. and then i have some extra shit most of the time too.
lets review again.
monday: sch til 3.45 for extra chem, piano 1 hr
tuesday: sch til 3.45 for extra chinese and dance til 5/6 again sometimes
wednesday: sch til 5/6 for dance and 2hrs chem tuition
thursday: sch til 5/6 for dance and 1 1/2 hrs of bio tuition
friday: sch til 5/6 for dance, 2hrs maths tuition
saturday. 1 1/2hrs chinese tuition.
sunday; FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D and CHURCH :D
oh yah then school is a shit with mountains of homework. wihch i often stay up til 2,3am to finish.
but somehow my energy rarely subsides so the next day im just as awake.hahaha.
next. dance.
i am some how, very contented with myself this term cause i think i improved by leaps and bounds. and i know why too. in sec2 and 3, i went for dance for the sake of it, didnt bother to remember or practice any steps, didnt bother to concentrate when dancing, didnt bother to feel up to the tips of my fingers and the ends of my toes, didnt bother to use the mirror to see what crap i was doing, didnt bother to go full out. i just didnt bother to try, and i didnt have fun.
but this year, somehow, i changed, and im absolutely happy with it.
now i dont go full out all the time or concentrate all the time, but i put in much more effort. and whats best is im really having FUN. like now i really wanna go for dance. and last time if other people watch me dance i'll be damn self conscious, today i see that its different!
cause today the people in my blocking were all not here, they had to practise for some other dance, so i had to solo. lol. instead of feeling self-conscious, i felt happy and open to all the sec1s watching. haha.
so yup yup its a definite thumbs up for dance this year.
okay.. council.
since im just a normal councillor, nothing much, but i have been doing my council duties properly. (:
neutral for this one.
haha.
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so not bad lah ha. haha. term one a success.
--Mary was an idiot:)--
8:04 PM