Friday, July 17, 2009
wooweee
so tired man
went to brenda ama's house today to do a... social experiment
in case this blog is found out by some people
i shan't name the people and the nature of the experiment
but it was a success :)
but that experiment has left me with an aching right arm.
so now my right arm is lying dormant while my left arm does all the moving around.
anyway, saw something today that opened my eyes.
i used to think that people were, well, like me.
if people do dumb things and fall or something, i'll laugh lah.
but if that person can't help it, coz he's disabled, i won't, coz it's not his fault right?
but todaay...
sorry brenda but i really really don't understand why you all laughed.
it seriously wasn't funny.
this boy called amuel(spell liddat?) has some sort of learning disability.
so today, we saw him heaving a heavy chunk of concrete to somewhere.
i asked brenda, why's he doing that?
and she said, dunno, he's weird lah.
then amuel fell, coz he was carrying the rock, he didn't see the drain, so one leg fell in.
he started howling and crying coz obviously it hurts!
i mean there was this huge gash across his leg, that even i, like 10m away could see.
then i saw his mum go over, so i thought oh okay, someone's gonna help him.
then you know what she did?!
she went over and slapped him and yelled at him for carrying a stupid rock and started scolding him.
omg i almost wanted to go over and slap that woman back.
she's his mother, for goodness sakes.
what a disgusting woman.
then his mum just left him lying there and went home or something.
ASSHOLE MAN.
then these little kids started crowding around him.
and i dunno what happened, but i think they were throwing rocks at him.
okay maybe young children, bu dong shi.
but i feel so sorry for the poor boy.
then he just sat there alone.
and then leonard and abel and olivia were laughing.
this is what i meant by open my eyes.
i really didn't think that people laughed at others who are disabled.
i mean, they are really nice people, but now my opinion of them has fallen somewhat.
and brenda i KNOW you didn't laugh, but you wanted to! you were only not laughing coz i said it wasn't funny. if i wasn't there would you have laughed?
i very nearly cried. i felt so sorry for amuel.
then after that he just limped home, all alone.
and i'm not making myself out to be some sort of saint.
because i didn't go over and help or offer comfort when his b**** of a mum screamed at him.
and i'm ashamed of myself.
i was afraid of what others would think.
and i know this is a bad and stupid time to be self conscious.
so in future, i strive to help others regardless of what others might think of me.
poor boy.
rrrgh i'm still really pissed at his mum.
so glad mine isn't like her man!
coz i've done my fair share of stupid things which resulted in me being hurt.
but my mum always comforts first, and just chides me later.
doesn't even scold coz she knows i've been hurt enough.
so thank you God that i don't have a mum like HER.
so brenda, if you read this, i'm asking you, pleeaaaaassssee don't laugh at him anymore.
he didn't ask to be born like that.
oh pooey. wanna blog about other stuff but arm too pain.
another time then.
bye
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--Mary was an idiot:)--
7:20 PM
